My walk with God is increasing, and my job environment is toxic - distracting me, creating chaos where none should be, doing its best to pull me away from thinking about God and spending time in communion with Him. I'm exhausted and there's no eternal fruit happening. The situation is causing me to have dreams (that have no small amount of demonic attack in them...) I am praying to our sweet Father to gently help me in His will and way - to go down the path He wants, and I don't know if He wants me to leave this place - or stay and be a light.
I'm confused (and that's from the enemy - God is not confusion), afraid (again - wrong team), and I need a breakthrough. This of course happened when it is so strongly on my heart to fast - I desperately feel a desire to fast to focus on God and draw nearer to him.
Received: March 23, 2019